their eyes light up............they are so interested................and I can almost say for certainty..........they are wondering what my view on romance is and what kind of romance novel it will be.................
and then I tell them.................
it's an" embroidery and design book"...........
all about my hand work and the designs I create...............
instantly, the light goes out............ they don't get it ................ they have lost interest..............
and once again, I have reduced my "life status"
to the question........"you just stay at home??".......... as only that..........in their minds..........
.cleaning and cooking..........
But for those close to me ..........who really know me, and for all of you. dear blogging friends who have asked when my book will be coming out
..............." published"................
thank you............
just asking really makes me feel like pressing forward in the twisted and turned road of publication.
To answer your question.............the answer I have been so disappointed to announce publicly...............
I got a very nice "rejection" a little while back.............
at first they seemed interested and invited me to show them my dream.............
then with a big hammer.............
they slammed it down.............
One of my favorite poems describes the hopes and dreams.........
and then the frustrations of a writer..............
Thinking Like A Butterfly
Monday I was told I was good.
I felt relieved.
Tuesday I was ignored.
I felt invisible.
Wednesday I was snapped at.
I began to doubt myself.
On Thursday I was rejected.
Now I was afraid.
On Saturday I was thanked
for being me. My soul relaxed.
On Sunday I was left alone
till the part of me that can't
be influenced grew tired of
submitting and resisting.
Monday I was told I was good.
By Tuesday, I got off the wheel.
(Mark Nepo)
For a while, I put my shattered dream on the shelf.........letting it gather dust..........
and right beside it hanging on a nail........the rejection note..........
but my creative spirit and my needle refuse to quit stitching...........
and now, I have even more designs .............and a bigger list of potential publishing doors to go knocking on.
I have done a lot of research........tuned up my pattern writing skills, and refined my book............a bit.
So for all of you dear souls who ask............
"will their be patterns in this book?"..........YES!!
along with easy to follow instructions and tips on making use of the designs in other ways.
I just have to find a publisher .
Thank you for asking, thank you for believing,
thank you for following along!
(kathleen)